| Man...So much has happened lately and I can't seem to put it all in order...What's worse is the fact that I can't remember much of it. I think I've had way too much freedom.
So I bought my first keg a couple of weeks ago. I drank ten beers and did my first and second keg stands. My first was 12 seconds and the second was 18...Not so bad for a light weight. Needless to say, I was trashed and I puked. But shouldn't you puke when you buy your first keg?
Adam Skaggs had a neat little party and invited a whole bunch of people. Every one got trashed and chilled in the hot tub, which was neat...until everyone started puking. No one EVER believes me when I say it's bad for you to drink and soak. Hot tubs are bad news.
But anyway...I didn't want to drink so I got really super high with Zack and adam (we were the last ones standing at the time) and we just chilled.
Nathan turned 18 and had a nifty little gathering. We were way out in Prospect in this beautiful house. But it was storming most of the time and there were trees everywhere. (I'm still scared of the fuckers!) I stayed sober most of the night because you had to smoke outside and there was no way I was gonna go out there. It was nice meeting Nathan's friends and spending time with him.
I Love you and I'm going to miss you when you leave. Make sure yo ask your mom if I can go with her when she takes you, cuz I'm going with you. (And I'll need dates of departure and arrival so I can ask off ;)
My mom got really drunk and crashed her car into eddie's truck. He was gone all day and didn't call her, so she locked all the doors and drank. Eddie some how got into the house and took her cell so she couldn' call the cops. She started beating him up and when that was over, she got him outside. She took her keys, went down through the garage, Backed her car down the driveway, went around the block...And gunned her 99 camry (which she just got last year and has wanted since before I was conceived) into his 68 Chevy truck...She got out of the car and said "Now Fix it!" then went to take a cold shower because she knew the cops were going to be there and she wanted to sober up.
Our neighbor is a very big judge in Louisville and he saw the whole thing. He gave my mom the number of a really good lawyer, had the lawyer talk to the cops...and my mom got of free.
I have to drive my mom EVERYWHERE! She caused $4,000 worth of damage to her own car. ou would think she would have taken something to his truck that wouldn't cause much damage to her shit...like a baseball bat, or a sledge hammer, or a brick like she did last time.
I found like 8 gray hairs on my head yesterday...I wonder why. I hope I get to be as crazy as everyone else in my family. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | oh yeah...I saw Christine yesterday. That was strange. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Lil Scrappy- Some cut | | Subject: | Prom Queen... | | Time: | 12:34 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/sad.gif) crappy |
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| So I had the worst prom. My date was terrible but at least I looked fabulous. (pictures will be here soon!)
I decided to take my friend from work. Ellen and I went to Ruby Tuesday for dinner and she was already trashed. She ran around and talked to everyone but me and she made a big deal about prom but didn't even mention that it was my event. Through the car ride, I had to listen to what she wanted to hear...I couldn't even pick the music!
When we finally got to prom, the moment she steps out of the car she runs over and starts talking to some limo driver. I bitch for about 5 minutes until she decides she's ready to walk in the door.
When we finally get into the damn place, Riddle, Hudson and another guy come up to her and tell her she has to leave. So there I am with no date to my senior prom.
I hung out and talked to a few people here and there. I got a nice pic with Afton and we danced to our song *YEAH* (I miss you Afton) I eventually decided that senior prom is just an excuse to show everyone how good you look, be judged, and then left to stand by the wall. I left.
After I yelled at riddle. See, I was mad that I was left dateless so I went up to riddle and said "Because you left me at my senior prom with no date, you are officially my date. You don't have to dance with me, you don't have to bring me drinks, You don't even have to look at me. But if anyone asks, you went to prom with Sarah Beagle. And I WILL see that tattoo of yours.
Riddle was my date...and he has a really stupid looking tattoo.
While all of that was going on...
Dave had to baby sit Ellen. She said she felt so bad about all of it. He dropped her off at Ruby Tuesday where she told EVERYONE that she got kicked out. So I can't lie to everyone and say I had a great time.
Then she wanted to go out drinking some more. She made Dave drive her to Patrick's where she got really drunk and expected me to come and get her.
FUCK THAT!
I'm so ready to get the fuck out of high school. i don't think I can stand it anymore. I really haven't been going that much lately...I just don't see much of a point to it. | | comments: 10 comments or Leave a comment |
| Hey you guys! I've been doing a whole lot for the past few months...
I'm finally back in my house. It took from July 13 until February 17...So you do the math. As some of you all knew, my step-father cheated on my mom while we were out of the house and for some reason my mother is still with him. They fight a lot so there are quite a few of those nights when I have to go to Dave's at 2 in the morning. Bah. I thought it would all be ok when I finally got home...Maybe problems will work themselves out. And if they don't, I'm old enough to do something about it and leave.
I'm still working at Ruby's and that's going pretty well. The people are nice and the work isn't too hard. I think I might want to go looking for a new job at the end of the summer. I still need to find out what I'm going to do after high school. I still have no college plans set in stone. At least I have a job, right? I could be a loser and sit on my ass forever.
As far as the relationship goes... I'm still with Dave but he's being kind of shitty right now. I don't know if it's going to last much longer. but hey! It did last at lease 6 months...woot woot.
SO! I graduate in like...19 days and prom is in a week. I'm really excited that it's all over soon.
River city went well. The play is over and was amazing. If you saw it, I'm sure you enjoyed yourself. But the worst thing is...Mr. Prince isn't doing river city next year. I know I won't even be in school next year...but the thought of river city with out him is horrible.
Alright you guys. I think that was a good enough update for now. I'm going to go look for an internet service so I can finally have the web at hime. I love you guys. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| It's been forever since I could last update so here goes...
I quit working at Target and I'm now A hostess at Ruby Tuesday. It's really awesome and they don't treat me like shit like the friendly folks over at Target do.
I'm still with Dave. Things seem a little rocky sometimes but everything is getting better.
I turned 18 and I can buy my own cigarettes now :)
They found two blood clots in my grandmother's lungs (BAH!)
umm...I think that might be about all...
OH! They're still not done with my house yet, which sucks, but I think that all they have to do is fix the roof and then put up our walls. I can't wait much longer. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| So I'm still alive. I moved out of Afton's and in with my dad. He doesn't have a computer and I'm going nuts. They said that they'd have my house done by Jan. 31, But they said December 15th about a month ago. BAH!
I have a new car, it's a black 2000 Cavalier and I've already had an accident. I backed intop my boyfriend's neighbor...oops. Oh yes! I have a new boyfriend, his name is Dave and he's a really cool guy.
The play is going well and tonight was opening night! You guys should come, but Saturday night is sold out.
Oh yeah...like 17 days til my 18th! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | I got my car back from the shop today and my mom drove it around for a few minutes. She finally realized that I've been driving a piece of shit for the past year and a half. She and Eddie are taking me car shopping next week...I'm getting a new fucking car! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Eminem-White America | | Time: | 09:22 pm | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| I am truly flattered that you have nothing better to do with your time then sit around and think up shti to make me miserable when I'm already giong through a tough time.
Today was great! Rehearsal was so great!
My car is broken and It 's going to take a week and 300 bucks to fix it...
I was going to avoid calling her today but I needed to talk to her. And her roommate was there and he answered the phone and told me she was asleep.
I really don't understand her. I swear, she was the first person I ever fell in love with and we were together for a year and a half. We kind of quit seeing each other until last week and I'm still in love with her. She has changed so much, it hurts me to know that she's not the same person i fell in love with. I keep hoping that she'll go back to the way she was, but she is her own person. I need to get over it all and either learn how to be her friend without being affectionate or just get away from her. But I don't know how to not be affectionate with her...and I can't not have her in my life.
Afton needs to get home. I'm sitting here listening to Eminem.
I may be moving in with my father in PRP. I'll have my own room but i hate being there and it's 20 minutes away from school.
I complain a lot..but at least I'm not bitchin about stupid shit *shrugs* | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I've pretty much abandoned Livejoural. Mostly because Afton's computer is slower than hell and there's no space bar on her keyboard.
What has gone on since the last time i updated?
I was pulled over for expired tags and I had two pipes and a sack in my car...they didn't search and all was well
I somehow managed to drop my cell phone in a glass of water and i fixed it
OH! My house is FINALLY being worked on. They have pretty much torn it apart...now they have to do is rebuild it. I want to go home more than anything. I haven't been home since June 13th. I miss everything.
I have started talking to tiger again. I miss her so much and I thought she missed me too...but She said we're better off being friends...she says this after we sleep together for the first time. She said she loved me...Am I the only person that means that shit when they say it? Maybe so.
The play is coming around and I don't know any of my lines.
bah | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I saw Nathan tonight and we decided that since we're giong to be together on Halloween, we should coordinate our costumes. I'm Goldilocks and he's Skanky bear (He'll be dressed in drag with bear ears...hah)
We also had a nice talk about the future and how we feel about each other...He's my constant and I love him. the age limit is now 30.
I just found out that I forgot David's Birthday yesterday, I feel horrible and I somehow need to make it up to him but i know if he ever forgot my birthday, I'd probably cry. I should see more of him.
I've been bitching at people a lot lately, I should stop that if I want friends! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Did I mention that I got one of the lead roles in the play we're doing? I seriously thought I wasn't getting shit...WONDERFUL!!!
I miss my mommy...
And I love Nathan. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I forgot to mention...
After a year of working with Target as a cashier, they FINALLY trained me for Guest Services. Now whether or not I'll get scheduled up there is the question... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I woke up homesick today...that fucking sucked
I think that I need to bring more positive shit into my life because i have just been soup and down all summer and I feel like I'm so much more fun to be around when I'm not depressed.
To eliminate drama in my life, I have a few goals for the next few months
- cut back on the partying.
I drank last night...On a school night! If I quit partying on school nights, I'll get more sleep and I'll have better days
-Get the guy from Target off my back
There's this guy that I work with and he thinks that we're going to be dating soon. I stay neutral with the whole situation. I don't tell him we will, I don't tell him we won't. I usually just say "we'll see." I need to just tell him how I feel
- I need to clear the air with Christine.
I hate holding grudges that I know are silly and pointless. I need to figure out if she's willing to forgive and forget and we can be cool again and perhaps hang out this time, and it she's not, then i just need to quit thinking about her and how she's doing
- I need to start focusing on what's going to happen once my house is finished.
They haven't even started construction yet, when they were supposed to start 3 weeks ago. This means that I won't have my own room again until next year. I can't go live in Indiana because there isn't enough room and I just can't drive from indiana to Atherton every week day and be on time. I'm enjoying my stay with Afton and I'm having fun with Sarah, but i want to go home.
I think about it and I really haven't been home HOME in
almost 2 months and I have at least another 4 to go. I'm going nuts.
If I concentrate on how great everything will be when i get there, life will be much easier. I already have the colors that I'm going to paint my room, and I have furniture picked out, and I'm going to have a massive party when everything is settled.
And last of all...
- I need to get over the fact that i might not have a lead role in our play.
I really wanted to rock out my senior year and blow everyone away, but Tony has other plans, i'm pretty sure. I think I'm going to end up being a cop...but I'm gonna be the best fucking cop ever! lol.
Just putting this shit down makes me feel better.
I was sitting with Nick in river city and he told me that this is the happiest that he's been in a while and I realized that this is the happiest I've been as well. I feel like I'm starting to finally get up from being knocked on my ass with everything that has happened this summer. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I found out today that Christine Bell was the one posting all of those horrible things in my journal at the beginning of this year. It's kind of funny how people will stab you in the fucking back...
Lawson said the coolest thing today. We were driving around in my car and we were talking about how everyone in River City has their "thing". Like Winston is just...Winston. Carl is tall and happy. Max is full of silly things. You know, things like that.
I told him that i had the same conversation with Winston and he said I was just "the other Scarlett" and Lawson had this to say...
He believes in reincarnation. He thinks that every time you're reincarnated, you grow more and more wise. He thinks my soul has been around for the longest time because I understand people (for the most part) and the ways of the world.
He also thinks I have a special presence. I thought that was great.
Even though today was kind of shitty...Nick SCHNUGGLES and a few hours with a sweet-talking Lawson did wonders.
I love nice people | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| I found out from Afton that Aaron has a boyfriend...
...Really? | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I'm living with Sarah this week and i can tell that this is going to be great. We were sitting outside with Winston this morning and I felt more at home than I have all summer. Sarah and i just have this house to ourselves and I can come and go as I please.
She's so great. I love hanging out with her because she just has this great personality and I know that no matter what i say to her, i will not be judged in any way.
I have been surrounded by great people for the past few weeks and I'm so happy about it all. I hate to say it but I'm actually enjoying school too...
Life IS good. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So I found out that Aaron has a new girlfriend. He told me that he simply didn't want a girlfriend... piece of shit.
And he was cheating on me. I never cheated on him but I wish I had now.
Dustin is so great. He plays guitar and Afton likes him so that's all kinds of cool. He spoils me and he calls me "doll" and cute things like that. He's so sweet.
Did I mention that he's a guitar GOD?
I'm going to live with Sarah for a week while her parents are out of town and I'm really excited! We're going to have so much fun!
Life has gotten a lot better now that most of the drama is over and I have a new boyfriend. they'll be starting construction on my house soon and the sooner they start...the sooner this is all over and I can finally go home...Home. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I know I said that I said I was gonna wait...but Dustin is my boyfriend.
And I'm now to the point that if Aaron ever (for whatever reason) decided that he wanted me back...I'm 100% sure that I can say no. Just seeing him today made me realize how truly shitty he is and how I can do so much better...and I AM doing so much better.
Life is getting better. I have so many people that care for me and love me...and they're all taking such good care of me. I love you all and I can't thank you enough. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I went and saw Aaron today and he says we went too fast. I guess he wants to be friends but I don't think I can handle that. He held me today and I realized how much I have missed that... I just don't think i can be around him and not want to be with him...No matter what, I'll always be that way
But yeah...so Dustin (My friend) likes me again...I'm not sure what I should do. I like him...but I don't think I should be dating yet...but at the same time...I think I should so I can get everything off my mind and know that someone out there wants to take care of me. I know he'll treat me better than anyone else... And he won't randomly break up with me because he's "paranoid"
My parents might be getting a divorce...blah | | comments: Leave a comment |
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